In Pain Today

I am in a lot of pain today and I am just trying to hang in there the best that I can do. I have had Fibromyalgia for over 9 years now and I must say that at times when I think about my life, I must say that I was not expecting this to happen in my life. If someone were to tell me that I would be chronically ill in my future, I would have never believed them.

I must say that it is difficult to cope with it and battle with the loneliness that comes with it too. I do try to keep myself as busy as I can so that I will not think about it however there are times when I do not have anything to do and the lonely feelings start to creep in along with the depressive state.

I am indeed trying my hardest to provide for myself and I hate that I do not have good health insurance to be able to try the therapies that I would love to try. A fellow Twitter friend of mine mentioned about trying Chiropractic therapy and believe me I have heard of it ages ago however I am not able to afford it. Even with a free consultation more than likely they will not do anything until you pay for the services. I have been working on trying raise the money to be able to afford other therapies to help myself. I pay for my YMCA membership which takes care of my Aquafit classes, along with Yoga and Pilates classes.

I am trying to afford to get weekly massage therapy but I will need to get another writing job to do that. I have been trying to find more work but the competition is fierce to get a blogging job so I will need to find some other resources that may have some additional work that I can do from home.